Hey everyone! I'm going to share something really personal and important for all the young people out there. I've been meaning to post this for a long time now and I just couldn't because I didn't want to kill yourl New year vibes!
This is gonna be a long ass post so buckle up. Please keep scrolling if you get disgusted too easily.
Over the past few months I wasn't really doing well
The list of problems goes on.
Every time I opened up about the problems I have, every "friend" of mine would reference Vivek's comedy and how I should be eating rat poison to get everything cured. My parents never really had the time to take me to hospital because to them, 'all these symptoms are just normal, everyone has it, nothing to worry, you own a company now you are probably stressed, go to hospital, if you need cash let us know'.
I gave up and I was so convinced that THIS WAS IT. I am never going to be ok.
I became lazy. I never got up from bed. I did nothing but watch soaps all day long. My productivity was - zero.
Karthik pushed me to take one last chance and we went to a well known hospital nearby.
The doctor, she quoted, "for-fun" made be undergo an ultra sound.
Guess what the 4 other doctors who did my ultra sound found? They did not know. By this time I had 6 blood tests and 8000INR is already gone. Doctors pushed me to undergo MRI to "find things better". There went my 12000INR.
Finally, they found a Endometriosis cyst growing outside my ovary. Now, THAT WAS THE REASON
My obgyno doctor said that the cyst had multiple growths inside of it and those million miniature protrusions were acting like an organ, getting blood supplies and stuff and there is a chance that might be cancerous (because these doctors are never really sure of anything) I had to go through a surgery
I had my surgery. Results will be given in a week because that is the only way we would pay the hospital 50,000INR for room. Waiting for the result and hope it's not cancer. That's pretty much everything I can do right now.
First of all, I made through the surgery. Yay! I have been given enough medications. I'm walking a little and I should be recovering shortly. Second of all, the reason I wanted to share this, is to create awareness. Never overlook any symptoms. Never. Your body has so many different ways to indicate if there is something wrong going on the inside. Listen to it. The reason I developed such a cyst was that I ate a lot of "chicken wings" that is exactly where they inject the chickens to grow fast and all those hormonal changes I had was due to this. The other two reasons doctors gave were, using synthetic sanitary napkins for a long time and wearing wrong sized clothes. so,
Switch to organic pads or change often
Don't ever wear tight clothes.
Find the right size for your under garments. Not too tight not too loose
Avoid eating outside unless you have to.
Eat healthy food.
Drink a lot of water
Consult a good dietician.
Practice a good diet.
Avoid carbonated drinks.
Use skimmed milk.
Intake ginger. It helps you reduce bloating.
Take the stairs whenever possible.
Finally, y'all motherfuckers need to stop talking shit. It hurts. Most of the time I skipped getting my problems checked or stopped telling my problems was due to fact I was fucking scared of what you all would say.
"What were you doing all these days?" was the very First question I was asked after my scan.
Whenever I wanted to follow a diet, there were people who mocked because they think I was aiming for size-zero. There is a constant pressure for everyone no matter how strong a person you are, you still care what people think or say about you. So stop lecturing about how I should ignore comments because you know that you all will get offended if someone called you an ugly-ass-fat-dumb-shit.
Be supportive or effing shut your ugly mouth. Nobody knew what happened after I donated my hair to cancer centre, I was constantly bullied since I looked like a clown. I can only imagine the pain faced by people who actually lost their hair due to cancer.
Funny thing is, I donated my hair, later I was diagnosed with this and there is a chance I could be having cance. Nobody knows what could happen to anyone anymore. You, on the other hand, did no good ever in your life, bad mouthed everything, mocked everyone, God I am so much curious to see what Karma has in stock for you
Now that its New year I should seriously evaluate the list of "friends" I should be chillin' with. I don’t need negative vibes any-effin-where around me.
P.S: To all the morons who be like "attention seeker alert!", If I want some attention I'd rather shave my head, paint my face with Indian Flag and run naked on Avinashi Road than posting this
"Yo! Remember that one time, this uncle who used to be our neighbor? He was such an inspiring person.
He always used to give such valuable tips on my health and stuff. He once grabbed me by my ears and yelled at me because I sat close to my tv screen.
He started teaching me how I should obey elders and respect my parents. The times he constantly reminded how stupid our generation kids were and those Gandhiji's principles.
God I miss him so much"
- said No one ever
"Yo! Remember that uncle next door?"
"Yaaru? TV paaka vidama mokka potu savadipane, sotta mandayan avan dhana?
Yen Yaaru kitayaachu vaaiya kuduthu vangi kattitana?"